dad's silver anniversary...

lalalalaaa..time flows without us noticing the small n
important things that we missed. This is the first event that i went with my
family after i came back from indon..huhuhuu.. my dad is soooo old dy:p.. that
makes me silver-minus-one:p.. huhuhuuu..it was great..getting acknowledge by my
dad and getting his respect as well as his trust..im gonna cherish it
forever..

it was located at pwtc,KL.. all the doctors who graduated
with my dad were there.. im very proud of him and somehow their achievements got
to me.. in a way that i couldnt actually describe.. i felt a rush of hope and
ambition flowing through my veins as i discovered everyone's post by now.. they
are all well-known doctors and had achieve so many great things and findings.. i
am so proud to be calling them Malaysians' doctors:)..

p/s:and i hope that one day i would be practicing under
them:)..

xoxoxo

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home sweet home~~

o how i long for this...llalalaaa.. annoying noises of ayud and humayraa.. the laziest cat u can ever find.. my sweet n sourly bed, my storming 'bibik', the roars from Zoo Negara waking me up in the morning, my dad pissing me off now and then with his synical jokes about me not being a good muslim, my mom with her gadgets..ahhhh.. my home:)

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cry baby cry~~

it was last thursday when i realised that everyone around me is no longer here... it makes me sad thinking of the days which i'm gonna go trough alone..well, i can be a loner..but sometimes i need my friends and their comforting words.. having noone around really makes me feel how bless i am when they were there for me...thnx u guys:)..

so..another 2 months before i can go home.. be around people whom i love and cherish.. suddenly a devastating news came upon me.. well,..it seems that for some reason,..i wont be able to get my certificate until march/april.. god,please help me go tru these dissappointing days.. i am crushed.. into a million pieces.. i cant breath and suddenly i feel like fainting.. i saw lights and clouds and all of a sudden my mind was blank..i dont know y..i just couldnt think..

there's an ent exam next week.. i'm thinking of studying but once i sat in front of my table.. opened my book.. i couldnt help but to stare endlessly to nothing!!!.. is that what my future holdsss??? ohhhhhhh,... what would my mom say if she's still here with me? i've never been very close to her when i was a child..but it seems that after an incident..she changed and we became closer.. but it didnt stay long.. cause God loves her more to let her stay in this hipocrite world!!.. just when i tot i finally felt her love.. she had to go..

i am not good dealing with problems.. as i tend to cry n cry n cry.. n i'll start thinking about my mom and all the things that i've done in the past to deserve this.. everything flashes right in front of me.. i cant sleep..i cant think..i cant enjoy my food.. everything seems tasteless and flat..

if i could live in the past..i'd choose my high school years.. right before spm.. when i could change everything.. from there.. my life could actually turn differently..

ohh..how i wish.. but it'll always stay a dream.. hope..

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the reality...

after 10 days of holidays,..i finally have to step back into reality and try to enjoy my life as a meds-practical-observant...lalalalaaa..masuk klinik,usha2 and blah:p.. but the holidays were really enjoying and i had great fun with my famillies and friends.. balik kampung 2 nights.. seeing the whole Omarians with their best looks on pagi raya..damn.. makes me feel like i dont wanna leave kampung.. hohooooo..
but wat can i do..terpaksa la makcik balik Indons and lepak for another 3 months here.. when will my time come..nak balik and menetap in KL balik...leleleleleeee..
alaaa.. but i didnt hav d chance to meet kak cik baya,tok, kak cik dila, anak arwah mak iti, kakak2 d kliniks and my frens..
xpe...xpe.. once im finished, i'll make sure i drive all around ur houses and menyusahkan u all with dinner, supper and breakfast.. erkk.. is that in the right order...kuangkuangkuang.. terpaksa stay from dinner till breakfast:p..lalalallaaaaa...
cant waitttt
cant waiitttt
muahhhhssss
xoxoxoxo

love,
shiqin

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hate and lies~~

obsgyn in klaten is very tiring..esp when you decided to take up the whole day n continue w d clinic just to get a lil xtra hols:P...

nasib laaa...siapa suruh gedik cari cuti..kan..

so, balik semalam tidur mcm baby.. i cant get up..i tried.. hahaaa..

well,i lied..i got up n changed the channel..n booked all d movies until the next day's.. thank God for entertainment and cable tv:P...huhuuuuuuu.. i get to lay on my bed, do nothing and enjoy the shows..

so this morning i went to close my phone acc..damn XL!! hbs duit ku kau ambil..buduh..buduh..cilakaaaaak

then i went to the dentist but my usual doc wasnt there..i had to cancel the app..cause theres only one doc and she's the one who drilled my healthy tooth!!! no way im letting her do nythingelse on 'em(myyyy preciousssss:PP)

so then i went to the digital printing shop...print up sum stuff and made myself a small book:P..ahahha..

i watched PUSH and terrrrrrr---tak sengaja---!!! bought a pair of bellagio shoe:P...damn..they r so comfy.. itu saja yang aku mampu.. well,..it was actually on discount!!70% lagiiii:P..yeayyyyy..

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haaa... my second friend just got married last weekend... a sweet dentist...sighhh

huhuhu... gile bunguk..masa nak pegi kenduri dia..lupe nak tengok kad tuh..alamat rumah ke dewan.. maklumlah..nowadays semua org nak kawen kat dewan je..hehehe..

it was a small but sweet wedding.. pelamin cantiks gilers... gile sweetsss.. buat sendiri ke.. huhu..i met 2 of my highschool frens.. yg sorg tuh came with her hubby and anak.. ceittt...

huhuhu..xpe..xpe..

but it was nice meeting everyone there... cheerios.. have a happy life, dear friend..

xoxo

muahhsss

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ARGHHH...

its so nice to be in malaysia..wats not is when evryone starts asking you whether you hav completed your studies or not..give me a break...ppl...kuangkuang..:P..too tired to type..will continue after my lunch date with nani..huhu...nites:P

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