o how i long for this...llalalaaa.. annoying noises of ayud and humayraa.. the laziest cat u can ever find.. my sweet n sourly bed, my storming 'bibik', the roars from Zoo Negara waking me up in the morning, my dad pissing me off now and then with his synical jokes about me not being a good muslim, my mom with her gadgets..ahhhh.. my home:)
it was last thursday when i realised that everyone around me is no longer here... it makes me sad thinking of the days which i'm gonna go trough alone..well, i can be a loner..but sometimes i need my friends and their comforting words.. having noone around really makes me feel how bless i am when they were there for me...thnx u guys:)..
so..another 2 months before i can go home.. be around people whom i love and cherish.. suddenly a devastating news came upon me.. well,..it seems that for some reason,..i wont be able to get my certificate until march/april.. god,please help me go tru these dissappointing days.. i am crushed.. into a million pieces.. i cant breath and suddenly i feel like fainting.. i saw lights and clouds and all of a sudden my mind was blank..i dont know y..i just couldnt think..
there's an ent exam next week.. i'm thinking of studying but once i sat in front of my table.. opened my book.. i couldnt help but to stare endlessly to nothing!!!.. is that what my future holdsss??? ohhhhhhh,... what would my mom say if she's still here with me? i've never been very close to her when i was a child..but it seems that after an incident..she changed and we became closer.. but it didnt stay long.. cause God loves her more to let her stay in this hipocrite world!!.. just when i tot i finally felt her love.. she had to go..
i am not good dealing with problems.. as i tend to cry n cry n cry.. n i'll start thinking about my mom and all the things that i've done in the past to deserve this.. everything flashes right in front of me.. i cant sleep..i cant think..i cant enjoy my food.. everything seems tasteless and flat..
if i could live in the past..i'd choose my high school years.. right before spm.. when i could change everything.. from there.. my life could actually turn differently..
ohh..how i wish.. but it'll always stay a dream.. hope..
after 10 days of holidays,..i finally have to step back into reality and try to enjoy my life as a meds-practical-observant...lalalalaaa..masuk klinik,usha2 and blah:p.. but the holidays were really enjoying and i had great fun with my famillies and friends.. balik kampung 2 nights.. seeing the whole Omarians with their best looks on pagi raya..damn.. makes me feel like i dont wanna leave kampung.. hohooooo..
but wat can i do..terpaksa la makcik balik Indons and lepak for another 3 months here.. when will my time come..nak balik and menetap in KL balik...leleleleleeee..
alaaa.. but i didnt hav d chance to meet kak cik baya,tok, kak cik dila, anak arwah mak iti, kakak2 d kliniks and my frens..
xpe...xpe.. once im finished, i'll make sure i drive all around ur houses and menyusahkan u all with dinner, supper and breakfast.. erkk.. is that in the right order...kuangkuangkuang.. terpaksa stay from dinner till breakfast:p..lalalallaaaaa...
cant waitttt
cant waiitttt
muahhhhssss
xoxoxoxo
love,
shiqin
obsgyn in klaten is very tiring..esp when you decided to take up the whole day n continue w d clinic just to get a lil xtra hols:P...
nasib laaa...siapa suruh gedik cari cuti..kan..
so, balik semalam tidur mcm baby.. i cant get up..i tried.. hahaaa..
well,i lied..i got up n changed the channel..n booked all d movies until the next day's.. thank God for entertainment and cable tv:P...huhuuuuuuu.. i get to lay on my bed, do nothing and enjoy the shows..
so this morning i went to close my phone acc..damn XL!! hbs duit ku kau ambil..buduh..buduh..cilakaaaaak
then i went to the dentist but my usual doc wasnt there..i had to cancel the app..cause theres only one doc and she's the one who drilled my healthy tooth!!! no way im letting her do nythingelse on 'em(myyyy preciousssss:PP)
so then i went to the digital printing shop...print up sum stuff and made myself a small book:P..ahahha..
i watched PUSH and terrrrrrr---tak sengaja---!!! bought a pair of bellagio shoe:P...damn..they r so comfy.. itu saja yang aku mampu.. well,..it was actually on discount!!70% lagiiii:P..yeayyyyy..
haaa... my second friend just got married last weekend... a sweet dentist...sighhh
huhuhu... gile bunguk..masa nak pegi kenduri dia..lupe nak tengok kad tuh..alamat rumah ke dewan.. maklumlah..nowadays semua org nak kawen kat dewan je..hehehe..
it was a small but sweet wedding.. pelamin cantiks gilers... gile sweetsss.. buat sendiri ke.. huhu..i met 2 of my highschool frens.. yg sorg tuh came with her hubby and anak.. ceittt...
huhuhu..xpe..xpe..
but it was nice meeting everyone there... cheerios.. have a happy life, dear friend..
xoxo
muahhsss
after 4 n half years being in ygy,..they recently opened a new cinema.. its like the old one but more exclusive.. just that i am not sure y they actually hav a different name for it.. while the price is still the same.. ahakss.. it shud be more pricey!! d'ohh.. at least.. i'll go there to avoid org2 busuk!!!
(biasalah,..they dont know how to do it.. )
kuang..kuang..kuang.. and so..i went for 2movies on one fine day.. nad,nina and i.. watched dooomsday!!..wats with the movie.. seriously.. cant the writer write a better ending to it??
it was so ridiculous (first time i felt like thinking during a movie:p).. how come the dude can just drop by without being slaughtered or even hav his head chop off?? WTF!!! kalau macam tuh kan boleh je dari awal they save those ppl!!
and if u read the synopsis.. it is about the virus.. but if u watched carefully and really put your toughts on it.. its actually just about the attended doctor's family.. where some have lost faith and some just turned to barbarians.. well,.. in other words.. its like they were reversed in time.. but the good ones just went back to merlin's and the bad ones went lonnngg way back to caveys.. i was suprised that they even hv their clothes on:P..hehhehhe..
poyo..poyoo...
and then sheereen n nesa joined us for monters VS aliens.. ehhehehhe.. comel gile..
somehow i think susan is related to mrs. incredible!!!... it was a longggg day..
wakakkakaka... alot in life has changed.. i lost a few yet i gained so many..:P.. i was in Msia for a longgg longgg loooonnngggg leave because i was ill:(.. after i came back..i was posted around yogya:P.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. i bet u missed me and my blog kan..kannn.. :).. well, i am having difficulties cause im always homesick.. banyak keje and org2 gile wat kepala makin bingit.. ahahahha.. this week im so free.. i'll only be attending clinic once this week,..mati kutu.. hari2 cek tiket price to go home..ayah will surely cabuk me..:P..
mua misss mi casa!!!!!!! so very much:P..
p/s:v shud go for dinner some days.. nice seeing u the other day:P..happy K3M!!!
this is the movie wic BCL and ashraf acted in...ahaksss.. i watched the movie d day i arrived in yogya... i wasnt really looking forward to be entertained,.. but,..still.. making some time to write an entry bout it..ironic isnt it..ahaksss...
the story line was stupid...seriously.. how could someone falls in love in less than a week..bodo ke bangang??.. the movie starts with an event wic occurs 5y ago..wen BCL who's a chef..in the hotel.. was dumped by a customer..a tourist..urmm..wic makes her d idiot in this movie... ahakss.. kejadahnye perassan...syok sendiri.. sume ada.. all-in-one... she's the outcast love desperado...
then came ashraf.. wic.. if u watch this.. u will think tht he looks like someone famous...well,.. he looks aloooott like mr bean..he is the idoitic sarcastic tourist from msia..who was named fredo... bodo ke apa.. xpernah aku dgr org msia nama fredo..mcm nama anjing.. ahaksss.. he looks like one wen he smiless..buruk... jgn senyum aaa..
and so.. si ashraf ni kena dump la.. ngan masha on his wedding day.. u shud watch at how he scolded the hotel workers... so kisahnya tourists mmg susah nak layan..well,..to me..customer will always b rite.. n this movie is quite exagurating... tolong..laaa... well, then the workers nak teach ashraf a lesson aaa.. by leaving him at d beach on nyepi day... tu ahh..bengap..kan..
sebab si BCL takut... she went out looking for acap tuh.. then kene la tangkap lak.. n kena hukum.. wen she was looking for him, dia ingat ada hantu..mak aiii.. lari mcm sissy,..dowh,,.. well,.. acap.. i never know until now..tht u hav the-faggot-self in u...ahakss..poyo..poyo
so this story end konon2 best la..they got together... pakai bikini n kiss n make up...ceyhh.. macam aku tau je... byk gak aaa.. dia kiss dlm nih:P... eleeee... poyo..
the point of this entry is...ashraf..u cant act...keras dowhhh.. n the worst is.. u look 10x of an idiot in this movie... funny doesnt mean u hav to go all weirdo and act stupid... hurmmm.. a friendly advice,.. you shud try enrolling yourself in acting school try ur luck another 10y or so...
good lcuk:P
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