i am so depressed, i had been a medical student long enuff to suddenly feel this.. my emotions are suppressed with my feelings of betrayal, hatred, envy and ignorance. if only i could get sum time out of this and continue my life wer i left it.. that wud be after my SPM.. have fun, hanging out with frens, do all the crazy stuff and carry my own problems without burdening anyone. Being with someone just makes you crazy, cranky, bitchy and wat not annoying,.. it seems that doing everything just doesnt pays off.. wat else shud u do to get attention? d'oh, go...
have u ever thought if ur bf is cheating on u?hahaha.. perhaps everyone is cheating, it's just how n where differs it. if u are on a diet but u ate junk foods, u r definitely cheating your diet plan, if u are training for a marathon but u skip one training day, u r definitely cheating on ur effort. if u work hard to be a medical student but u hung over and let the days passed meaninglessly, u r cheating on ur future!!.. so in every aspect in life, ppl tend to cheat not only on others but also on themselves... ironic isn't it?haha...back to the main issue......
There are times in our life where v feel like its useless. Doing anything will only make things worst. When u would just wanna lay back on your bed, emptying your thoughts and letting it linger. The truth is you just wanna run away from everything, cause u think its worthless. Putting all those effort, knowing that it'll only end up bad. No matter what u do, no matter how different u wanna change things, no matter where or how or who u do it with, it doesn't matter... Cause with u, everything is a mess. I've been spending the...
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