yesterday, today n tomorrow
as times goes by, we looked back at the things that we regret, things tht we missed, things that we wish are still with us.. it was a clear day wen i sat on my bed, next to the window,.. looking at the sky, thinking of my mistakes and my achievements... throughout the past 23 years.. and i'm glad i have you... i thought of my exes.. and the mistakes tht i done ,..wat chase them away,.. then i thought of d way i treat you.. maybe i'm taking it for granted,.. cos u r always there for me... i never imagine a day without you.but yesterday, today n the days ahead of us.. i know u'll b busy for me.. the transmission is very hard for me. i cant imagine a day without ur sms, without a call, owh..shit.. i'm gonna b so lonely.. but i have faith in u and me.. n i want u to succeed in everything tht u do..even if u have to leave me, or put me aside... i'll still b here waiting for u.. listening to u.. and loving u..
after awhile... i stare at my door,.. sometimes i wish tht u wud surprise me.. u'll knock on my door.. quietly u jump on me n u'd c my tears flow... happily in the warmth of ur body,.. u hugging me.. baby.. u can b VERY predictable but sumtimes.. it wont kill to have me jumping around in joy.. too much too ask i presume.. u re being so nice, comforting me even with listening.. i really do love u..
