5 days in yogya... i cuma bw u g kraton n shopping je.. damn,..sian u.. bz, bz, bz.. ngeh ngeh ngeh... but u hav to admit.. tht nite was really splendid kan:) yeayyy..yeayyy
next time i'll try to layan u lebey skit k:)
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a
fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah
I loved you with a fire red,
now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heaven
let me think was you,
But I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
Woahooo woah ( repeated)
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeah
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...
fuck!!
shit!!...
hahhaha..
i was in BM for almost a week.. huhuuu.. it was tiring... sgt2.. byk keje, so stressful, no only the environment, d people, d food, d routine, everything,.. mayb cos my group is smaller compare to d others.. it makes the work more per se.. our superb were angry at us most of the time, he thinks that v r all lazy kids.. with no good intentions .. no effort, nothing, v r all there to go jalan2.. pls, la... if i wanna go jalan2.. baik balik msia, jalan n shop in KL.. there's nothing in BM,.. ada pun mcm kedai runcit kat kelantan jer.. helloooooo... apa kejadah nye.. ciss.. ceiittt..
life was useless, kat sana terasa u r nothing, almost rubbish.. even nurses perli2 kitorg.. cisss... dah la xder resident,, xder org ajar apa2, n expect us to know everything, pastuh nak marah jer... ada nurse marah aku .. xtau patient aku dah mati..(makanya, follow up, dong.. jgn malas!--->ciss, cilaka nye nurse.. butuh loe!) ngeh ngeh ngeh..
then there's always poli n bangsal, ada kah kena marah kos dtg poli lambat 15mins sebab g bfast???!!! can u believe tht? n dia assume v all xnak blaja just cos pagi tuh v all dtg b4 6 to siap sedia for laporan on patients so tht xkena marah,.. ngan kecut2 perut nye.. japg kena marah.. dowhhh...
nway, i have a patient.. i xtau y dia xpakai catheter(i'd rather not say out loud who he is.. kang kena saman lak).nway, dia coma...mak dia ikat plastik kat PENIS dia.. n kencing masuk c2.. wen i tanya if dia BERAK ok ke tak..haha.. mak dia angkat kain batik dia..tunjuk..tuh..taik dia..hahahha..cilaka..dowllll. then tanya y xbuang g.. xcuci ke per.. dia ckp nanti dia berak g.. biar hbs dulu.. lepas dr tuh.. aku cuci tgn aku brapa kali dy..i dunno aaa.. gile geliiiiiiiiiiiii... yaks..yakss
yaks..yaks..yaks..
aku balik2 jer dr BM trus demam.. now sakit2,..makan je muntah... cisss..
P/S: if ada nurse yg baca, jgn terasa, n jgn garang2 sgt k.. kite sume kan manusia.. asal nak marah2.. at last, gaji doc juger yg lebey..hahahhaa..(just kidding) jgn mara yeee... life kena happy, siot.. if u all rasa hidup as a nurse susah, jgn jadi nurse, if xsanggup basuh berak n kencing patient, keje dept lain.. hehe.. v r all students n will always b for the rest of our life.. xsalah kalau kite baik2 antara each other kan.. hehehhe:)) nway, kalau kite baik ngan org, sure ppl will treat us equally juge kan..hahahha.. cheer up.. all nurses around d world!!!:))))
next week ma fren is coming.. i cant wait!cant wait!.. hohooo.. am counting days n hours to it.:)))..
he texts,
he calls,
v talked,
v chat,he remebers,
he sings,
he kiss,
he hugs,
he loves,
he failed,
he dissappoints,
he approve,
he stumbles,
he flew,
he raised,
he crossed,
he hailed,
he admires,
he adores,
he wants,
he lingers,
he lied,
he cheated,
he appologizes...whenever he's there, and i'm here,
whenever he's accompanied, and i'm alone,
whatever it takes for us to b together,
whatever it costs to stay forever,
however v'll survive in this distance,
however v'll go on in this pain,
whichever path v're gonna take,
whomever person that v'll believe,
there's always me and you and you and me
there's always agree and disagree
there's always the bold and the beautiful
there's always sings and laughters
there's always seconds and hours
there's always kind and anger
everyday v'll find each other
if not for real, let it b in our reflection
to whom v believe our heart is destines
to whom treasures us
to seal the love
not only forever
but until the time comes to the end
for eternity in each others hand
let it be me n you
no one else would just do
I LOVE YOU
i love myself n my family!!! frens and teachers.. :))