i was in BM for almost a week.. huhuuu.. it was tiring... sgt2.. byk keje, so stressful, no only the environment, d people, d food, d routine, everything,.. mayb cos my group is smaller compare to d others.. it makes the work more per se.. our superb were angry at us most of the time, he thinks that v r all lazy kids.. with no good intentions .. no effort, nothing, v r all there to go jalan2.. pls, la... if i wanna go jalan2.. baik balik msia, jalan n shop in KL.. there's nothing in BM,.. ada pun mcm kedai runcit kat kelantan jer.. helloooooo... apa kejadah nye.. ciss.. ceiittt..
life was useless, kat sana terasa u r nothing, almost rubbish.. even nurses perli2 kitorg.. cisss... dah la xder resident,, xder org ajar apa2, n expect us to know everything, pastuh nak marah jer... ada nurse marah aku .. xtau patient aku dah mati..(makanya, follow up, dong.. jgn malas!--->ciss, cilaka nye nurse.. butuh loe!) ngeh ngeh ngeh..
then there's always poli n bangsal, ada kah kena marah kos dtg poli lambat 15mins sebab g bfast???!!! can u believe tht? n dia assume v all xnak blaja just cos pagi tuh v all dtg b4 6 to siap sedia for laporan on patients so tht xkena marah,.. ngan kecut2 perut nye.. japg kena marah.. dowhhh...
nway, i have a patient.. i xtau y dia xpakai catheter(i'd rather not say out loud who he is.. kang kena saman lak).nway, dia coma...mak dia ikat plastik kat PENIS dia.. n kencing masuk c2.. wen i tanya if dia BERAK ok ke tak..haha.. mak dia angkat kain batik dia..tunjuk..tuh..taik dia..hahahha..cilaka..dowllll. then tanya y xbuang g.. xcuci ke per.. dia ckp nanti dia berak g.. biar hbs dulu.. lepas dr tuh.. aku cuci tgn aku brapa kali dy..i dunno aaa.. gile geliiiiiiiiiiiii... yaks..yakss
yaks..yaks..yaks..
aku balik2 jer dr BM trus demam.. now sakit2,..makan je muntah... cisss..
P/S: if ada nurse yg baca, jgn terasa, n jgn garang2 sgt k.. kite sume kan manusia.. asal nak marah2.. at last, gaji doc juger yg lebey..hahahhaa..(just kidding) jgn mara yeee... life kena happy, siot.. if u all rasa hidup as a nurse susah, jgn jadi nurse, if xsanggup basuh berak n kencing patient, keje dept lain.. hehe.. v r all students n will always b for the rest of our life.. xsalah kalau kite baik2 antara each other kan.. hehehhe:)) nway, kalau kite baik ngan org, sure ppl will treat us equally juge kan..hahahha.. cheer up.. all nurses around d world!!!:))))
he texts,
he calls,
v talked,
v chat,he remebers,
he sings,
he kiss,
he hugs,
he loves,
he failed,
he dissappoints,
he approve,
he stumbles,
he flew,
he raised,
he crossed,
he hailed,
he admires,
he adores,
he wants,
he lingers,
he lied,
he cheated,
he appologizes...whenever he's there, and i'm here,
whenever he's accompanied, and i'm alone,
whatever it takes for us to b together,
whatever it costs to stay forever,
however v'll survive in this distance,
however v'll go on in this pain,
whichever path v're gonna take,
whomever person that v'll believe,
there's always me and you and you and me
there's always agree and disagree
there's always the bold and the beautiful
there's always sings and laughters
there's always seconds and hours
there's always kind and anger
everyday v'll find each other
if not for real, let it b in our reflection
to whom v believe our heart is destines
to whom treasures us
to seal the love
not only forever
but until the time comes to the end
for eternity in each others hand
let it be me n you
no one else would just do
I LOVE YOU
today, i went to malioboro mall.. bought my self sumthing new.. i wanted to get McD's.. but i ended up shopping.. i bought a new puma shoe, a new airwalk sneakers, a new marieclaire shoe, 2 nike socks, a new bag and a new compartment to put all my lovely handphones in... ngeh ngeh ngeh.. cilaka, still i am still depressed.. sumtimes relationships just makes u wanna go out and have a long walk.. uhuksss...:))i love myself n my family!!! frens and teachers.. :))
the thing that i love bout weekends is that wenever everyone is in town,.. v cud spend sum time together.. like d old days...ngeh ngeh ngeh:)).. today,.. nina baru balik lagi ke bayu mas,.. sheen just came back, prems is in KL, nesa is stressed up with exams,.. nad is happy as always, n me,.. i'm so-so.. talking bout me,.. i dunno wats wrong with me,.. lately, i've been very stressed up, with work, study, group members, 'frens'.. u know wat i mean.. huhu.. damn,.. i'm playing with my own feelings, deep down, i still dunno wat i really want in a relationship.. 'if i have one'.. i'm a psycho manic depressed late teen with improper menstrual cycle and loads of things in my mind,.. but none i had ever took time n thought about yet.. so hari ni, v all masak nasi lemak, n apa lagi,.. makan aaaa.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. sebab last week wen our 05 batch masak n jual nasi lemak, sheen n nina was in bayu mas,.. sian mereka.. ehekss.. so hari ni v masak n makan ramai2 la.. even though nad n phoebe lmbt skit bgn nye.. hehe:))
so pagi2.. nesa n gurvin dah masak2,.. blend chilli,.. then wen i turun,.. i saw sheen w her lappy depan bilik dia,.. n nina was looking at the time almost every minute..sebab dia kena balik kampung balik..isk isk.. then nani pun kuar bilik n bawak buku,..duk dekat nina.. ngeh ngeh.. sian dia,..exam esok.. good luck nani.. urm.. then v ate la..after i dah siap masak smbl sambil bebel2 tu sheen about last nite incident.. ciss..apa lah, tu pun jadik issue!!:((.. but then sheen wat cucur,, v xtunggu dia.. cos she INSISTED us makan dulu..huhu
then after makan sleep la..
--------> around 4, v all gerak g mall,.. makan2.. nengok get smart,... hehehheheh.. i ate sum delicious desert aaa.. huhu.. so now i'm here.. ready to sleep n menempuh hari2 di bahagian saraf!!
wish me luck ppl...
hohooo... i ngah department anesthesi.. ni dah nak habis dy,.. this saturday will b my last laporan pagi di anesthesi yang i have to go oo...:))))
hari ni i maju for exam,.. but xlepas la.. makcik,.. ET kantoi.. ngeh ngeh ngeh..
ok.. in anesthesi, pagi2 u have to come around 630, dengar mereka berceloteh,.. yg aku xberapa faham, then staf akan marah2 residen and buat residen rasa macam mereka bodoh giler...:))).. then it will end around 830-9am, hehehe.. banyak je modal mereka ngak ngomen2.. siap ada lawak lucah, kotor, jijik dan mengiurkan skali...:pppp... oh, then v masuk operation theatre.. di mana v all jadi penyangak,..kadang2,.. dan giler rajin sedikit waktu jer...
ngeh ngeh ngeh.. then ikut la operation sampai habis d whole day tuh... around 230pm, they akan start tulis jadual for the next day di papan seperti gmbr di atas tuh.. tu mereka ngah seybok2 la tuh.. sambil aku amik2 gmbr.. ngeh ngeh.. kalau kite xmenyiibuk juge,..alamat, xder la case untuk d next day.. then after v got our case, v'll start visiting patients and pre op... biasala.. amik tensi, nadi, bla bla bla,..vital signs n blood, ecg n thorax.. plg lama pun i pernah duduk sampai kul 7,.. tunggu result siap.. then kalau u kena jaga,.. u boleh la balik kejap n mandi.. ngeh ngeh.. then jagalah kamu sampai kul 7am..
then start balik rotation biasa... itu la anesthesi.. buhsan kan..
:))
this is my first department,..i started on 26th mei... n supposed to finish by 7th june.. bCos of sum technical thingy.. uhuksss... have to go to forensic until now.. buhsan !! its thursday,. 12th of june .. n i just finished my last discussion of laporan kasus.. it was menyebalkan gilerrrrrrr... that's a pic of dr. soegandhi,.. damn old guy, he talks so slow... i cant really hear or understand nything.. damn.. n there's only 1 resident there.. she dont wanna ACC our visum..ueksssssss... aper la... v all dah la ada 7 cases.. till friday baru habis..now wen finally habis everything,.. x bebas visum lakss.. damn, ppl!!! aper la.. macam la aku suke sgt mem'bosy'kan diri kat forensic tuh.. dah ler ramai anak2 dr uni lain.. geh geh geh... but then.. i just finished my exam today,.. it was ok.. though it was almost a two hour session of oral questionning,.. but other than that, dr yudha and dra. suhartini were very understanding of my language difficulties and were very helpful..ngeh ngeh.. wen i xtau jawab,.. mule lah wat muke tersengih2 macam kerang busuk yg kena buang dalam tong sampah taik...:((((...ahakss...
i just cant wait to enter anesthesy and finish all d departments, n go back!!! well... at least i cant wait to finish till surgery.. then leh balik raya...yeay!!!
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