i've always imagine tht marriage is beyond happiness..its eternity of worship and sacrifices.. which leads to eternal love and tremendous laughters..
but i was wrong..
its not that simple..
of course i never felt left out when everyday im the one who's leaving him for work and attending my patients nowadays have been my priority,.,
i would go and check on them even when i am not on call..
i would sit and talk to them just to make sure they're ok
but i didnt realize tht i never did the same to my husband...
this is an abondenment case:p..
if it was.. i dont mind to be blamed.
its a holiday..in malacca..
of course i hav to work..
when he fetch me back.. he told me that he have to work..
i screamed and i yelled.. and i went nuisance..for a while
saying stuff that i should just keep in my mind..
then he went off to work..
there are words tht i wish i could take back..
cause i want u to know that's me when i want u badly..
not when i want u away...
hours will be longer wthout u around:(